I had always liked the month of May. It is "MY" month. I had always been very excited when everybody closes for Labour Day. That's the start of my month. But stepping into 2009..did some simple calculation...I felt..complicated.
How does it feel, when you step into another decade? Complicated.
Do I feel wiser? Yes.
Am I happy? Yes and no, and all the nos can somehow be made good.
Am I healthy? Yes, very.
So why I do feel like this? I had talks with some friends who entered the group before me. They somehow don't feel much about it. Maybe I should look at it the different way. Age is just a number. Thanks for being petite, I don't really look my age. Which is very important, cos I seriously don't act or talk "my age". I should be very blessed that I have a very good husband, who is always there for me. I should appreciate that both my parents is still around, I can treat them well. I should be so happy for everything I have.
The point is..I am going away to hide..while i hit the next decade. More when I have the mood..OMG..i feel old already...
How does it feel, when you step into another decade? Complicated.
Do I feel wiser? Yes.
Am I happy? Yes and no, and all the nos can somehow be made good.
Am I healthy? Yes, very.
So why I do feel like this? I had talks with some friends who entered the group before me. They somehow don't feel much about it. Maybe I should look at it the different way. Age is just a number. Thanks for being petite, I don't really look my age. Which is very important, cos I seriously don't act or talk "my age". I should be very blessed that I have a very good husband, who is always there for me. I should appreciate that both my parents is still around, I can treat them well. I should be so happy for everything I have.
The point is..I am going away to hide..while i hit the next decade. More when I have the mood..OMG..i feel old already...
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